Today is the your 5th month angelversary. I love you and I miss you so much!!! You are so important to us.I say just knew you were a a girl from the moment we found out I was pregnant. I named you Amanda Emmanuelle but I had to drop the Emmanuelle because my sister will be naming her son Emmanuel too. I think about you everyday and I feel like I'm walking with a void in my heart.Adrianne and I talk about you all the time too. People keep telling me that it gets easier with time and it is better now than the first few days were but honestly I don't think it will get that much easier. I at least think about you 1 or twice everyday still and everytime I get just as sad but I am trying to be thankful for the short time I did have with you because I now know just how precious life canhe be. I miss you Amanda, I miss you everyday and though I couldn't visit as much as I would like please know that Mommy will never forget you and you are always in my heart. Everytime I hear this song by Savage Garden(I Knew I loved You) I feel like crying because it reminds me of you and our time together.
"I Knew I Loved You"
Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
and there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than
a little crazy but I believe
[chorus:]
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
There's just no rhyme or reason
only this sense of completion
and in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I found my way home
I know that it might sound more than
a little crazy but I believe
[repeat chorus]
A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I found you
[repeat chorus to fade]
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